I'm tired. I was up too early. There's not much to update. Not much has happened.
I've barely talked to Peter lately. He's always busy. Last time he messaged me was on Tuesday. I've sent him a few messages, which again, he has seen but hasn't bothered to respond to. I want to message him, but for once, I don't even know what to say or what to talk about. Why can't I think of anything beyond "Hey, how are you?" This sucks. Back when we first started talking, I never ran out of things to say, or things to talk about with him.
I worry I am bothering him with all the messages I send, but he told me I'm not. I still think I am. He reached out to me, I would think he would make more of an effort to talk to me. He isn't obligated to, but it would be nice if he did. We still haven't video chatted. I know he's got a lot going on with him having cancer, plus he has a son. Though the son lives with his ex and splits his time between her and Peter.
Meh. I dunno...
I'm going back to bed. Maybe I'll message him later. Maybe I'll wait a few more days. Who knows.
6:26 a.m. - Sunday, Nov. 27, 2022
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