Last time Peter messaged me was on Sunday. I have sent him several messages since then and they've all gone ignored. He's been on facebook since then and has read the messages and hasn't responded. I feel so fucking rejected. It fucking hurts. I spent fucking years thinking about this man, wondering what he was doing and if we'd ever talk again. He said he wouldn't leave again. Why even bother caring anymore?
I don't give a fuck if I'm being over dramatic. I know I am. I know we can't talk like we used to years ago. He has his own life, but he can at least take the time to say SOMETHING instead of leaving me on fucking read! Did he decide I'm not worth talking to? This fucking sucks. Why would he even bother coming back into my life?
Am I an idiot?
What if he's not actually divorced? What if she's still controlling him? I don't fucking know. I sound like a crazy person. I'm just really upset and can't help feeling like he's avoiding me.
1:08 p.m. - Saturday, Nov. 12, 2022
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