I don't have much to say other than, I think I'm gonna ease off on messaging Peter. I am not going to message him unless he messages me. I think I'm annoying him. I've sent him a few messages, they've all been delivered, but he isn't responding. I know that he has a lot going on in his life right now. I understand. I guess I'm just being selfish. I just want to talk to him.

I should ease up. We just started talking again after all these years. I can't help but send him messages with things I remember from when we used to talk. Yeah, some of them are mushy. I think I'm making him uncomfortable. Maybe this was all one-sided and that everything meant more to me than it did him?

Why am I over thinking this and making up scenarios?

I just have so much to say but also...nothing to say. So yeah...I'm gonna take a step back. Let him message me. I won't say anything unless he messages me first.

I dunno. I don't wanna scare him off :(

1:41 p.m. - Sunday, Nov. 06, 2022