I wish I had've gotten there first. Saved up money ages ago, got on a plane, and came to see you. I wish I could have saved you from enduring 10 years in an abusive marriage. What her and her monster children did to you is fucked up. I wish I could have prevented you from the homelessness that followed after your divorce. Saved you from living in a fucking van that barely ran, that was growing plants, and eventually mold when the weather got colder.

I wish I could save you from the cancer that is killing you :(

You don't deserve this. It's really hard putting things into words, and saying what I really want to say to you. I don't want to make you uncomfortable by getting too mushy. I don't want to make you sad or depressed. I want however long we have left to talk to each other to be happy times. I know there will be times where it won't be. But we can try, right?

Please don't leave without saying goodbye.

6:42 a.m. - Saturday, Nov. 05, 2022