He messaged me again. He sent me 20+ messages over facebook last night. He's been telling me what he's been up to over the years, but in chapters. Last nights chapter was about when he was homeless. It's fucking heartbreaking. I know I keep saying that but it is. He should NOT have had to go through what he's gone through.

He told me I'm not going to like chapter 3, whatever it is. I'm scared he's going to tell me he's dying or something. Why does my mind always go to the worst thing imaginable? What if it's drugs? Please don't let it be that.

I dunno...guess we'll see.

3:30 p.m. - Wednesday, Nov. 02, 2022