It's day 13 since sending the letter, and just like all the other days....nothing.

We don't get mail on weekends, and since this weekend is a long weekend, no mail on Monday either.

No emails have come in either.

Mission failed. How could I be so delusion and stupid to think that sending a fucking letter would work? Did I magically just expect him to send a long email or letter saying he forgives me? That he misses me? That he wants to still be friends?

I'm nothing to him now. He probably doesn't even remember me.

12:31 p.m. - Saturday, Jul. 31, 2021