Day 6. I'm really beginning to doubt everything. My anxiety is skyrocketing. Has it arrived yet? Did he get it and throw it away? Did his wife check the mail, see it and throw it away before he could see it? I may have honestly and truly lost him as a friend. I included both my email addresses in the letter. I keep checking both of them hoping he will email me.

Goddamn it. I think this whole thing was a failure. I think I need to move on :(

9:11 a.m. - Saturday, Jul. 24, 2021