Hi.

So I just did something really stupid. Or potentially something really smart. I wrote Peter a letter and mailed it. I don't know if he'll even get it, or if he'll even read it, or his cow of a wife gets it and throws it away before he sees it. I dunno.

Basically, I wrote telling him how sorry I was about the things that I said years ago, and I that I hope they BOTH can someday forgive me. I also told him that I hope we can talk again someday. I kinda rambled on about other things.

I know this was probably a stupid idea. But I HAD to do it. Well no, I didn't HAVE to. I don't know. I genuinely don't want to cause anymore drama. I just want to be friends again. I don't even know if he remembers who I am. It's been so long.

I just hope he reads it. I hope it even goes to the right place.

I'll keep you posted on whether or not I hear back from him. Or if the whole thing blows up in my face. I only just wrote it and put it in the mailbox today, so it won't be picked up and sent until tomorrow.

Fuck. My anxiety is sky rocketing.

6:21 p.m. - Sunday, Jul. 18, 2021