I found his number.

Should I call?

I've been sitting here with my phone in my hand with the number typed in. Finger currently hovering over the dial button. What if he answers? I don't think I have the courage to talk to him.

I didn't imagine things. Reading the entries in this diary, the conversations we had, we were attracted to each other. He told me he wasn't going anywhere. That we would always talk. He would send me emails to let me know he was thinking of me. Why did our friendship have to end? I miss talking to him. I miss making him smile. I miss talking about random things for hours. Getting texts from him. Listening to music together over MSN.

I just want him back in my life. There's so much to catch up on.

4:29 a.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2021