So....I did it. I know. I probably shouldn't have. But...he answered. It was his voice! I ended up hanging up quick after that and then blocked his number so he couldn't call back. I'm not doing it again. But...he sounded exactly like I remember.

Guys, please don't judge me, okay? I'm ok. I'm just having a really hard time. I don't know why I started thinking of him when it's been years. I guess I was just feeling a little lonely and I guess nostalgic? Thinking about the good old days when we were friends.

I'll be okay. Really. It just makes me so sad that we went from something to nothing in the blink of an eye.

I'm not doing it again.

9:23 a.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2021